why...

why do i feel sad... why do i feel like i've lost... why do i feel lost... why do i feel like i'm being replaced... why am i jealous... why am i regretting my thoughts... why does it hurt... why do i feel this way... why am i so paranoid that people are talking behind my back... why do i drink...

i just want it to go away... have it all go away... have it the way it was before... when things were not complicated...

i don't even know whats going on anymore... why do i feel alone... why do i feel angry...

i hope nobody ever experiences what i have even though the sad thing is that people feel this way all the time... how do you cope..

why do you cope...

its a losing battle...

till then... beHappy (or at least try to be......)