what are we waiting for?

its interesting how people find each other... may it be in the grocery store and they find out that they like the same cereal... or perhaps a good conversation about life and music and other things of that sort... i feel for the people who are trying to find love out there... when all they want is someone who will text them just to say hey... or i miss you... someone that goes above and beyond for them... someone who cares for them so much because they can feel how much the other compliments them... trust me i feel for you... sometimes i wish that in the morning when i wake up i'd have a text waiting from someone who i really care about... or a missed call after getting out of the rec... my phone has been dead lately and i mean yeah i can text or call other people but its not the same... it also sucks how that when you're in a relationship everyone likes you and is interested in you but then the moment you get out of one its as if they don't even know you... they don't even have to know that you're not in a relationship... i think its some kind of ora that people who are single give off... but i mean i've had my fair share of late night convos that last till the morning... texts that tell me about your day and your accomplishments... and even the "what you up to?" texts... i don't think there should ever be a reason when you want to contact someone... you should just do it... and not worry so much on what the other person might think... maybe because my body is sore from working out or i'm just emotionally drained... but we all have our limits... sometimes we need to take some time to recharge... the length of that recharge i guess depends on how drained you are... i'm pretty drained... tired of fighting... tired of worrying... tired of being there... so i'm just going to be... just be myself... do my own thing... the things that make me happy... i guess if love is meant to find me again it will... maybe with someone new who knows... i guess i can't decide that... and well if my love is out there whoever you may be happens to read this or maybe not even know about me just yet... i would just like to say one thing to her... i'm right here, i'm real, and i will give you my all, so what are you waiting for... but i guess we can only hope right?

till then...beWishful...