don't worry i didn't forget about this!

anyway i've been spending quite a bit of time on my youtube channel where i post vlogs (video blogs or logs) of what i do in my life i guess its getting to be more personal now that the strangers who happen to read this can put a face to my feelings... does it bother me? not really i mostly started doing the vlogs out of sheer bordeom but now from receiving positive feedback i think i'll continue to post videos i guess i can also look back and see what i did and how i was and how my video's have evolved (if i ever get to that point where i have that many videos but i hope to keep this going for a while) i must admit i'm still getting used to talking to the camera and not being self concious... like how i look if people will judge just that sort of thing but then i just sort of brush it of... sort of... and just try to convey confidence well i guess you could say that making vlogs is like practicing speeches in front of people and the more practice you get in conveying that confidence then the easer it will be to do that in "real world" situations... well its late and its easter so happy easter i hope everything is well in your life and family as well as the friends around you!

i need to start working out.....

till then beActive... (or at least plan to)