Saturday, February 05, 2011

A Complicated Situation...

feeling torn... between things... all things... it may be just because i'm tired... who knows... is there a chance?... or is it just the liquid confidence talking... feelings... i haven't felt in a long time... how do i know if they are true... if they are the real deal... or am i fooling myself... i never doubted my feelings until now... maybe i just need a reminder... some kind of reassurance... i've been out of the game for what seems like eternity... and here it is... pops into my lap... and i'm not quite sure what to do with it... i wish things were different... well no i take it back... i think things happened exactly as they were supposed to... i don't like mixed signals... confusion... but then again there's no way to know for sure unless certain steps are taken... i must be careful... i don't want to ruin it... everything seems so welcoming... but at the same time mysteriously shut... i want to just say it out loud... just so that a reaction can be analyzed... i guess we'll just have to wait and see...

till then beComplicated...

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