Wednesday, June 17, 2009

quiet wednesday afternoons....

just finished up my work for the day... summer school... i'm sitting on the futon in the living room... the sun sets in my backyard so i can see it peeking through the trees and the blinds that are half open... everything is quiet... all i can hear is the subtle sound of the tv that was left on in my roommates room while taking his nap... its at these times where the quiet is nice... the quiet calms me... but then at the same time... its these times where the quiet reminds me... the quiet reminds me of the special moments that i keep in my head... the special moments that i miss... moments where i was so blissfully happy... moments where i'd give anything to lift up my phone to see that i have a text waiting from you... i wish i could share these quiet moments with you like i once did... where words could not express my feelings... where a simple squeeze on the hand would be all it would take... or just my head falling on your shoulder... i could go on forever about wishes and hopes... but for now i just need to enjoy the quietness... the sun on my skin... and the soft sound of the tv... its at these times when i feel the most alone... but the world around me is trying to keep me company...

till then...beReflective...

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