Being the older brother...

having 3 sisters is tough... making sure that they are all in check with everything... i check in with the littlest one to see if she's done her homework yano that sorta thing... but now that the others are growing up they give me the vibe that i am being overprotective... but i mean what can i say i guess i'm hardwired to do things... maybe i don't want them to make the same mistakes i did... i also try to see the things that i've learned from life and perhaps it will make things easier for them... i guess with any older sibling we feel as if we are supposed to guard them and make sure they stay out of trouble... but i guess i realized that sometimes they just have to learn things on their own... make their own mistakes... because although it sucks but by them making their own mistakes they will learn and perhaps see what i've been trying to do... no question i'll be there for them... but i think they will need me the most when they can't pick themselves up... so for now i'll just watch and hope they make the right choices and just be there to pick them up...

till then...beWatchful...