whats it worth to you?

i guess you could say i don't know what i want but at the same time i know exactly what i want... you know the saying of "enjoying the fruits of your labor" well how will i know if the fruits are worth the labor... you don't... taking risks is a part of life... even if your a person who is not a risk taker... you are you just don't realize it... by simply not taking risks you are taking the risk of not taking those risks... a recurring theme in my life has been constantly coming up... the whole idea of is it worth it... everything comes down to if its worth it... is it worth not watching over your friend when they have a problem and the only way to help them is by not helping... is it worth experiencing pain or hurt when it comes to love... is it worth not being true to yourself... is it worth it to put up a mask hiding your true self... some of these i've experienced and some i have not... but it always seems to boil down to if its worth it... how far we are willing to go... willing to sacrifice... willing to hurt... or lie... or willing to just sit there and do nothing... i know a lot of these things are situational but it always comes down to two things... things that you want... and things that you don't want... i know some of you are saying "oh but its complicated", "oh you don't know what i'm feeling or what i'm going through"... we all have a choice and it comes down to if its worth it... now i know the path to finding out if its worth it may be long or short but to get anywhere you got to ask yourself what things are worth it to you... what things are worth keeping... what things are worth losing...

till then...beWorthy...