struggling with my thoughts...

why did i sleep late last night... its right in front of me... its so obvious... i can't assume... should i go out tonight... i need to work out... i don't feel like going out tonight... wandering thoughts... am i happy... can i do this... its going to take some time... i'm strong... do they notice... will anyone notice... i haven't touched my guitar in 2 days... i should start playing again... been listening to Taylor Swift... i like her music... i think i'm going to move back upstairs... the basement is too cold... i want school to start already... i want to finish school already... don't assume... but i can't help it... i can see it... its as plain as black and white... screaming at my face... but its ok... i can handle it... there isnt anything i can't handle... i'm strong... and they will notice... i'm patient... i'm very patient... its a virtue... who knows maybe this will all make sense in the future... maybe tomorrow... why do i keep fortune cookie fortunes on the back of my phone... maybe i believe in them... maybe they will come true... maybe its random... but i never usually get the fortune cookie... all these thoughts... i wish there was an ikea for thoughts... i need miles of shelving... or bins... if i had a penny for my thoughts i'd be rich... i'm a thinker... i over analyze things... i pay attention to too much detail... i don't know where i'm going with this... maybe reaching out... for a connection... to anyone... for anyone... to get a taste of what goes on in my head... i don't think i'm going to go out tonight... i should sleep early...

till then... beThoughtful...