Vividness...

dreams are very weird to me... i'm not much of a dreamer... usually i never dream... but lately i have been having dreams that are vivid... so vivid they don't seem like dreams... its as if its truly happening to me in real life... i don't know if its my mind playing a cruel joke on me... or perhaps its just my mind helping me... my mind helping itself take its mind off whats happening in reality... i mean for the duration of the dream i'm in a state of comfort... i'm not worried... i'm happy... it brings a whole new meaning to escaping in your dreams... this experience is just so new to me... i've never had anything like it before its almost unreal... well it is unreal... sometimes i don't like to wake from those dreams... because then i'm suddenly hit with reality... the realness of life... you can't fast forward in life... but i guess you can in your dreams... i've always wondered if two people or even more can find each other in their dreams... to make that connection... i've heard of stories where twins will feel the other twin when they are in pain or if something tragic happens to them they will get this feeling as if they are connected... now there has to be something to that... there just has to be some sort of connections that we make with each other... and perhaps if the conditions are better than ideal people can find each other in their dreams... tell them how they really feel... give each other comfort... letting the other know that they are still there... and will always be there... even though they may not ever say it out loud in real life... so i guess i'll just take these dreams as they come i mean i can't decide if i want to dream it just happens... perhaps the connection of two minds or a collection of hears is what makes it work... but it could also be all in my head... but there is no fun in that... i can dream right?...

till then...beConnected...